My father always wonders about it,
and is proud when it manisfests itself in a form he can understand.
My lovers love me for it,
but keeping up with the me behind "the idea,"
can be hard for most.
It is my passion that made the job that I have now a possibility straight out of grad school.
It's a job that those of you feminist bloggers would appreciate.
So why am I having such a hard time being motivated these days????
Why do I feel that the difference that I am making is so limited?
Somedays I want to do simple things like listen to older single women in group housing and on medication talk about their hamsters and other days I want to push. Push for decent healthcare, push for an end to war, push for equal rights for all.
Part of this time off and underworking the past few weeks has involved me thinking. How can I make the most impact? I have a job where I can make at least some difference in my community and in my free time, the world. How is it that I want to concentrate my efforts for at least this upcoming year???
I am feeling overwhelmed.